Life and God

I love Life and God.

Today. I miss Him. I know that He is the only one that I desire and want.
I feel empty inside. I know that I can't go on without Him.
I know that this is what I want the most.
I don't know how I would go on like I didn't even care, or
how I breath like I didn't belong to Him.

I'd sit in my living room in the silence, and just ponder away.
Ponder how I keep living this life, "like this"
thinking about how empty I feel and how desperate I am in need of His grace.
I am so vulnerable, yet I stand so strong.
I am so weak, yet I boast in my strength.
I need you to carry me, Lord.
Hold me through this, and lift me up.
I need your Love and Mercy.
I need Him.
I want Him.

I've been listening to a song lately.
"Remind me who I am" by Jason Gray.
Sometimes when I'm struggling, I always think about this song, and
I think about who I am to God, and why I am here in this situation.

When I lose My way,
And I forget my name,
Remind me who I am.
In the mirror all I see,
Is who I don't wanna be,
Remind me who I am.
In the lonliest places,
When I can't remember what grace is.

Tell me once again who I am to you.
Who I am to you.
Tell me lest I forget who I am to you.
That I belong to you.
To you.

When my heart is like a stone,
And I'm running far from home,
Remind me who I am.
When I can't recieve your love,
Afraid I'll never be enough,

Remind me who I am.
If I'm your beloved,
Can you help me believe it.
:
Tell me once again who I am to you.
Who I am to you, Woh.
Tell me lest I forget who I am to you.
That I belong to you.
To you.

I'm the one you love,
I'm the one you love,
That will be enough,
I'm the one you love.