I don't believe anymore...


I've grown. I'm no longer that girl anymore.
There are things I used to strongly believe in and hold dear.
But with time and life experiences, I've come to release those expectations and beliefs.
I will not want or desire.
I will not dream about it anymore.
I will stand tall.
I will go on my own with my own strong hands.
I don't believe anymore.
I don't believe.
I don't.
I believe in myself.
I believe in independency.
I believe in solitude.
I believe that I am complete and whole on my own.
Anything else add to that is a cherry on the top.
I have bigger dreams now.
And these dreams won't leave me lonely and wanting.
I believe now.

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